Saturday, September 6, 2008

Johanna

Even when you leave
Your lips, they linger on mine
I feel your skin against mine
your hand imprinted on my shoulder
your perfume hangs in the air
Then the sun sets
The taste of your lips turns sour
the warmth is gone
instead of comfort, my stomach knots
i cannot find you
A boulder has dropped between us
and no shoving will move it
I call your name, but you can't hear
My body shivers, I feel fear
Words may move this obstruction
but you cannot talk to a rock
So I am left pounding the ground
and wondering what might have been.

39 comments:

RachAEL said...

is ur girlfriends name johanna or somthing???

and if u dont have a girlfriend (not including heather LOL) then y are u bugging bj so much about him not having a girl...ur older supposidly...

Saul said...

This was one of those sad relationships I told you about.

B.J. said...

Umm this is unique..... And why do you bother me about not having a girl ( as Rachael puts its )Saul??????

Fredthefish said...

i'll steal you, Johanna!!!

B.J. said...

Wow Fred your funny...... not.

Saul said...

Thank you Fred. At least someone gets the allusion.

And B.J. I make fun of you because you are so awkward about girls, not necessarily because you don't have one.

B.J. said...

I don't really see how I'm awkward about girls...... will you explain?????

Saul said...

You are afraid to have other people know you like girls. We ask you if you like so-and-so and you freak out.

B.J. said...

Hmm I don't " freak out " I just don't say anything. And you are really starting to sound like Brady!!!!!!!

Saul said...

From what it sounds like everyone is telling you the same thing.

RachAEL said...

I KNOW! SAUL IS SOOOO BRADY!!!

GEEZ IVE BEEN SAYIN THAT FOR LIKE FOREVER!!! AHHHHHH

and i dont get what fred said

RachAEL said...

ok seriously, what was up w/ all the clues in the past, are we supposed to remember them? when is the "show" gonna end?? "saul" isnt being mysterious anymore...

besides, on monday night, brady said his middle name was Edward...cowinkydink?? i think NOT! plus, he's always the first to bring it up....hmmm

Fredthefish said...

It was a quote from a movie. saul and i have both seen it but i guess you haven't. it's nothing really, just how a guy sees a girl and decides he wants her soo bad he is going to steal her.

B.J. said...

Umm what movie Fred??? And Rachael when did Brady say his middle name was Edward????

Black Raspberry said...

I am completely overjoyed to see that you have written a poem, Saul. Your skill for writing poetry exceeds far beyond mine. If I could breathe, I would, but you have left me breathless. By the way, B.J., it is okay to admit you like girls.

Saul said...

I don't remember him saying that.

Black Raspberry said...

Relationships may be scary the first time, but being so young, you do not need to worry about any serious relationships.

B.J. said...

oh well you don't know my whole story Rachael would be overjoyed to tell you though..... it's not bad it's just umm she teases me about it alot.

B.J. said...

oh yea and what you said bout relationships is true BR. But as I have alot of school ( and stuff to so if I want to go to the Air Force Academy ) I'm a bit to busy for dating right now maybe over the summer though.........

RachAEL said...

saul- u mean u dont remember saying that...mmhmm! LOL idk just one time @ Bible study and Brady said something...i forgot wat it was...but he said Edward (as in a middle name or something) and me and heather looked @ each other in a look that said "oooh he is sooo saul" ... I-DONT-KNOW! ask heather, i cant rele explain it... :/

guess wat guys, i broke my toe...literally... :/

haha ya, i kno young buffalos secret! but its a secret...im sworn to secrecy...its a secret secret...so ur not supposed to kno i kno the secret...which is a secret... umm now im confused... O_o

plus, bj would rather spend money on hockey tape then taking a girl to a movie haha
-course you dont always hafta go to a movie or spend money on her...u can always just hang out n stuff....just spending money on her tells her shes special to you...and you dont hafta go bankrupt either...its the thought that counts-most of the time O_o ... but wat am i talking about, you're still so young... i should be saying "DO YOUR HW, FOCUS ON SCHOOL, STOP THINKING ABOUT GIRLS, GET GOOD GRADES, WASH BEHIND YOUR EARS, EAT YER VEGGIES" etc...

B.J. said...

umm what secret Rachael???

I never said that Rachael I was using it as a example to what Saul said about leeching money off my parents...

Oh well now that you say that does that mean I don't have to do what we were arguing about on IM Wednesday or Tuesday??? lol I know its the thought that counts not how much you spend. I also know that spending money on said girl tells her that she is important to said guy....(well atleast till that video game he wants comes out then goodbye girl hello video game lol jk )

Huh I'm not sooo young lol and you can't tell me what to do Rachael!!

Kayzar said...

yes you are young bj, wait. When I was a freshman girls were the last thing on my mind.

I don't know why Saul is called Edward. I used the name 'cause it was the first one that came to my mind. I was listening to Jekyll & Hyde the Musical earlier, so that might have been why it popped into my head. "There's no feeling like being Edward Hyde!"

B.J. said...

Are you sure they were the last thing on your mind Brady lol jk... And I'm not that young Brady

Hmm I guess that could be why you said Edward

RachAEL said...

hmm nice cover up buuuuuttt....

Black Raspberry said...

Could Saul really be Brady?

B.J. said...

Umm yea he really could be Saul.

RachAEL said...

wow. gooood job BR! you're finally catching on!!

ps there was absolutely no sarcastic hints in that sentence...ok i change my mind-it WAS sarcastic.....no offense BR

RachAEL said...

so, uh...wat happende to all the clues we're supposed to guess? hmm??

Lady Mew said...

OMG HAI EVERYWUN!!! well SAUL i kno who yu ar and im not going to expoze yu IF yu admit to me that yur Saul! i kno the tru story abowt that EDWARD thing at bible study that wun time so i can expoze yu if yu dont agree to my demandz! az if thretening to reveal yur identity wuznt enuff...im also thretening to not be yur #1 fangurl forever anymor!!! MUWAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! >8>

Lady Mew said...

SEE!?!?!?! im not Saul's #1 fangurl forever! anymor!!! im now Lady Mew "^.^" ! MUWAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! >8>

Kayzar said...

You're going to say it's me again arn't you?

RachAEL said...

LOL heather-"ITS LIKE, WHAT THE HECK" lol (inj between me and alex) =P

ok so ya i KNOW who it is too...and i wont say anything...but i doubt the person will tell me....and i doubt heather will tell me...DANGIT.....so i guess im stuck in my own hole....

"crazy?-i was crazy once-they put me in a hole-i died there-there were rats-i hate rats-they drive me crazy---crazy?-i was crazy once-they put me in a hole...." LOL

Lady Mew said...

no i dont think itz yu Brady...yu told me yu wernt and i trust yu...or do i???

thatz not the only inj between yu and Alex...Rachy Dach! Where are we going? *annoying vioce* Bathroom. *quiet little voice* 888D

hehe! get owt of the hole quick Rachael!!! itz caving in!...to late... @%P

Crazy!?! I was crazy once! They put me in a hole-I died there! There were rats! Lots of rats! I hate rats! They drive me crazy! Crazy!?! I was crazy once!...
lolzes! 888D

<3 for everywun!!!!!!! "^.^"

RachAEL said...

eh. i dont believe him. yes. i still think he's saul. =P btw where is saul....long time no...type...


and heather, this is how u say it:
*annoying voice* where are we going?

*queit voice* bathroom

it has to go BEFORE so it indicates "the following is (in a quiet voice)" etc

get it?



...

too late? what do u mean too late? im stuck in a pickel remeber? not a hole...anymore....

and i forgot the lots of rats part LOL oops XP

and i dont get ur smiley faces...why is there a percent sign? ok maybe its the eyes...well ok, what is the "@" for? is that its hat? LOL

B.J. said...

Wow that made no sense at all Rachael!!

Lady Mew said...

lol! type? good wun Rachael!!! 888P
wutever...i dont think it really matterz Pinky...

ooh...thatz rite...yur in a pickle im in a watermelon and Daniel iz in a yam!!! hehe! @%DDD

waytogo silly! how do yu forget the ratz part??? @%DDD

wow...cyclopz smiley @D crazy smiley %D many mouthed crazy cyclopz smiley @%DDD
get it now? 888D

noo...this iz a hat q8P hehe! awesum!!!

<3 for everywun!!!!!!! "^.^"

Lady Mew said...

and everywun went...??? 888|

BRADY!!!!!!! "^.^" <3

RachAEL said...

nowhere...? LOL

and ya i get it ..i guess LOl thx heather :D

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